Here i am after two years of absence. or one, i don't know. I've left my job, my love, my life, my poetry and my creativity. i've left the person i used to be to become this person i don't know. I'm insecure, confused and alone. I don't know where i began, so i won't know where i'll end.

Future writing subjects will be:
my twin (new development)
My new "love interest...s" (that's complicated)

I started thinking of K-chan and saddly enough, it hurt even more than when I decided to put it behind me.

Concordia rejected me.

my b-day was awsome.

I fell for someone else...but still like the previous interest.

I now work at moores.

Summer school was decently cool and interesting.

Anime North was confusing and void of fun, but my stay with my barrie people was most enjoyable.

I have a twin.

I have a new crush.

I don't really know what happended between my last poem, my last journal, my last blog, until my new crush. I feel like Cegep was a heep of fun and dissapointment that i chose not to largely remember. I feel like i'm at a loss of words and identity. I can't tell you what i've been through the last 2 years because it's gone by so slowly and so fast. One day at a time, one week at a time, one month at a time. one pay check at a time, one mall at a time. i lose myself, i grow immersed in the next day until one day, a day like today i stop and look back and i see nothing. I remember nothing and i feel nothing. Everyone is no one and that's when i feel alone again. Oh well. I guess i'll start from scratch again.